Last Night I sat transfixed at the Oregon Symphony's soul-stirring performance of Mozart's Requiem, masterfully directed by the passionate David Danzmayr, I found myself pondering the profound resonances between this unfinished magnum opus and my own life's work as a cynologist and classical music devotee. The Requiem, tragically left incomplete at Mozart's untimely death, overflows with fierce emotion and transcendent energy - qualities that I pour my heart into infusing into my work with dogs.
My own classical music journey began at the tender age of 7, when I would eagerly rush from school to the music academy in my quaint hometown of Aalst, immersing myself body and soul into the study of classical music history and dedicating myself to mastering the trumpet, piano, and organ. Those formative experiences instilled in me a keen discipline and artistic sensitivity that have become invaluable assets in my career as a cynologist. Even then, I intuited a profound, innate connection between the realms of music and animal behavior - an unspoken language of the soul that transcends words.
Just as Mozart fearlessly poured his entire essence into the Requiem, even as his very life force waned, we must bring nothing less than our full selves - mind, heart, and indomitable spirit - to the sacred task of understanding and nurturing the dogs in our care. The human-canine bond, at its zenith, surpasses mere obedience to encompass a wordless communion of kindred spirits. When we show up fully present and exquisitely attuned, we unlock the door to genuine transformation and the deepest healing of the human psyche.
A truly exceptional dog trainer, not unlike a master conductor, must cultivate a precise intuition for each dog's unique "music" - the unvoiced language of their innermost being, often obscured beneath layers of anxiety, fear, reactivity, and aggression. By approaching these "struggling" dogs with unwavering empathy and compassion rather than brute force, we can gently guide them to rewrite their internal narratives from pain and discord to fulfillment and harmony.
I find endless inspiration in the lives of the great composers who alchemized works of breathtaking beauty in the crucible of adversity. Mozart himself grappled with the specters of illness and hardship, racing against the clock of his own mortality to inscribe the Requiem's timeless notes. Amidst crushing obstacles that would have felled a lesser man, he transmuted his own anguish into art that uplifts and ennobles the human spirit.
As a cynologist, I have borne witness to dogs rising like phoenixes from the depths of crippling anxiety, paralyzing fear, and explosive reactivity to embrace life anew with unbridled joy - much like Mozart pouring his final reserves of lifeblood into his unfinished masterpiece. With patient guidance and an unwavering belief in their inherent goodness, we empower these resilient creatures to compose new life stories of courage, trust, and unconditional love.
This transformative power is epitomized by my own odyssey with my beloved K9 partner, Falca. Beneath her fierce work ethic and laser-focused drive, I perceived deeper, more nuanced layers - the hidden uncertainties and vulnerabilities of a sentient being shouldering immense responsibilities. Over the years, through the crucible of shared triumphs and tribulations, Falca and I forged an unbreakable bond of true equals - a partnership built on unshakable trust, mutual respect, and unity of purpose. With every fiber of her being, she etched indelible lessons of resilience, valor, and unconditional devotion into the bedrock of my soul.
Just as Mozart's Requiem was painstakingly completed by his trusted contemporaries after his death, our work with dogs is rarely a solo endeavor. It demands a collaborative effort of many dedicated experts and caretakers, working in concert to guide an emotionally wounded animal through turbulent waters to calmer shores. By approaching this process with the seamless ensemble spirit of a world-class orchestra, the whole becomes immeasurably greater than the sum of its parts.
The hard-won wisdom gleaned from our canine companions holds up a mirror to the human condition, illuminating profound truths about the art of relationship. Dogs are the ultimate Zen masters of forgiveness, presence, and finding joy in the moment - crucial elements of a well-rounded and fulfilling life.
As I watched Maestro Danzmayr surrender himself completely to the rapture of Mozart's creation, I recognized a kindred spirit - a man who has unearthed his true calling and life's purpose. For me, partnering with dogs in their journey of healing and self-discovery is nothing short of a sacred mission, an opportunity to honor the intricate web of life that connects us all. In those transcendent moments of attunement to a dog's inner world, I feel the stirrings of an almost numinous connection that defies articulation.
The Requiem itself is imbued with a palpable spirituality, a testament to Mozart's mortal wrestlings with the great existential questions that transcend the boundaries of any single faith tradition to strike at the very heart of the universal human experience. Similarly, I believe that our love for dogs, and their steadfast devotion to us, gestures towards something grander than our individual selves - a unifying divine spark that animates all living beings, binding us together in an eternal cosmic dance.
As the heartrending strains of the Lacrimosa washed over me, I found my eyes brimming with tears, my heart swelling with memories of all the remarkable dogs who have graced my life and shaped my journey. From my stalwart childhood companion Rox, to the indomitable Falca who reached her fullest potential under my loving guidance, each one has left an indelible pawprint on my soul. As their images flickered through my mind like the well-worn pages of a cherished photo album, I felt the true magnitude of the impact these incredible beings have had on my life.
I know with every fiber of my being that I will continue walking this path, shoulder to shoulder with these magnificent creatures, for as long as I draw breath - despite the emotional toll it sometimes exacts. For in those luminous moments of breakthrough, when an anxious, shutdown dog learns to trust again and meets your gaze with eyes alight with newfound hope, I am suffused with a bone-deep sense of purpose that transcend words.
As the final notes of the Requiem faded away and the audience erupted in a thunderous standing ovation, I reached for my wife's hand, our fingers intertwining in a wordless gesture of love and solidarity. Tears streaming down my face, I closed my eyes and offered up a silent prayer of gratitude - for Mozart, for Danzmayr , for the transformative power of music, but most of all, for the wise, soulful creatures who bless my life with their presence each day. Dogs are the ultimate conductors of our better selves, forever inviting us to step in time with the rhythms of a more compassionate, connected world. May we have the wisdom and humility to heed their lead, honoring the truth that every being - no matter how small or unassuming - has an essential part to play in the grand symphony of life.
Walking out of the concert hall hand in hand with my beloved, I felt a newfound sense of clarity and deep resolve wash over me. I knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that my vocation as a cynologist and my love for classical music are inextricably entwined - complementary facets of a unified mission to serve as an agent of hope, healing, and redemption in a world so desperate for more light. With each dog I help guide back from the brink of despair, with each new "score" that rises triumphant from the ashes of trauma and fear, I am fulfilling my sacred duty to spark more joy and beauty in this achingly imperfect world we all share. It is a weighty privilege and an awesome responsibility, one I will strive to uphold with every ounce of my strength for as long as I am able.
Mozart's Requiem serves as a poignant reminder that even in the darkest, most uncertain of times, even as we grapple with our own inevitable mortality, we still possess the power to create works of staggering, enduring beauty. That the brightest light is so often forged in the heart of darkness, and the most exquisite harmony born from the rubble of discord. That every ending, no matter how abrupt or heart-wrenching, also heralds a new beginning - an invitation to pick up the baton, to pour our own unique voice and vision into the unfinished symphony of life.
Each morning, as I cross the threshold onto the training field, I hold these precious truths close to my heart - the unfinished "requiems" of every anxious, reactive, or fearful dog who has been misunderstood or cast aside, and the boundless capacity for transformation and renewal that lies dormant within every living being, just waiting to be ignited. With each hard-won victory, each moment of connection that sets both human and canine spirits soaring free, I feel the guiding presence of Mozart smiling down on us, whispering a gentle refrain of "Bravo, Maestro. Bravo."
The soul-deep bond I share with my canine companions has illuminated for me, time and time again, the life-altering power of nonverbal communication - the myriad ways in which we can forge profound connections that transcend the boundaries of species and tongue. As a young musician, I learned to speak the wordless language of the human heart through my instruments, pouring my unspoken hopes, dreams, and sonic imaginings into the receptive vessel of melody, harmony, and rhythm. Swept up in the throes of musical rapture, I would close my eyes and let the emotions flow through me, painting vivid soundscapes and ethereal worlds that words could never hope to conjure - stories beamed straight from my brimming heart to the yearning hearts of my listeners.
I'll never forget the shimmering moment as a 9-year-old when I first experienced the raw, mystical power of music to penetrate straight to the human soul. I was attending one of our semiannual Christian Community Camps of the KWB in Herbeumont, Belgium - a cherished tradition that always concluded with a poignant candlelit ceremony in the hush of the forest as hundreds of flames flickered beneath a star-kissed sky. As I stepped up to the campfire, trumpet in hand, my still-small fingers trembling slightly as I raised the gleaming instrument to my lips, you could have heard a pin drop in that clearing. And then, as the first haunting strains of "Il Silenzio" split the expectant air, I felt something shift inside me - a sort of soul-deep clicking into place as I poured my whole being into the song. As I played my heart out beneath that vaulted evergreen canopy, I saw silent tears streaming down the faces of the gathered adults, their hearts visibly opened by the raw emotional truth of the music and the moment. In that shimmering instant, as hundreds of strangers sat transfixed and transported by a single trumpet's golden voice, I understood for the very first time that music at its purest is the closest thing we have to magic - a skeleton key that unlocks the secret chambers of the heart and builds ephemeral bridges of connection across even the most gaping divides.
And it is precisely this profound potential - to forge soul-deep understandings that transcend the paltry bandwidth of human speech - that I pour my heart into cultivating each day in my work with dogs. In the realm of canine consciousness, there is little use for lofty words or cerebral entreaties - here, it is all about subtle energetic cues and micro-gestures; the unspoken music of presence, touch, and intention that bypasses the toll roads of the analytical mind to access directly the feeling centers of the brain where core emotional learning takes place. A dog lives first and foremost in a world of sensory imprints - scent, sound, sight, and sensation - forever attuning to the subtlest shifts in our tone, posture, and emotional weather patterns. In this primal universe just adjacent to our own, the truest communication occurs beneath the level of language altogether - in the silent spaces between our words and actions, the place where our "real selves" reside.
I vividly recall the countless hours I spent with Falca in the crucible of training, slowly and painstakingly forging our own wordless lingua franca built on mutual trust, respect, and an almost numinous synchronicity of purpose and drive. In the field, under the press of real-world stakes and adrenaline, we spoke volumes to each other with the subtlest of glances, the most fleeting of energetic broadcasts. A single arched eyebrow could convey a whole universe of nuanced direction; the barest cock of her noble head could bespeak entire encyclopedias of emotional meaning. Over months and years, through repetition and trial and error, we learned to dance as one - a seamless melding of two wildly divergent intelligences, marshaling our complementary gifts and knowing to shape small miracles from thin air.
It never failed to fill me with a pulsing, electric awe - this experience of merging so completely with another being that your very thoughts and intentions begin to align, until it becomes impossible to tell where one partner's edges end and the other's begin. Like a world-class orchestra moving in perfect synchrony, marrow-deep in the throes of communal flow, Falca and I would lose ourselves for hours in the task at hand - our separate storylines dissolving in the face of something infinitely vaster and more luminous trying to come through. In those magical interludes where everything clicked into place, it was as if we were channeling the music of creation itself, co-authoring our collective destiny in the white heat of real-time. The rest of the world would fall away until all that remained was the electric thrill of the moment, the snap and whir of synapse and sinew working in tandem to accomplish feats neither party could dream of alone.
Of course, as any musician worth their salt will attest, even the most otherworldly, showstopping performances are always built on a bedrock of painstaking preparation - endless scales and arpeggios in an empty practice room, sowing in solitude to later reap in symphonic grandeur. So too, I came to understand, the seamless "mind-meld" Falca and I enjoyed in our best moments was the culmination of countless repetitions and refinements - a bond forged in the unglamorous furnace of monotony, missteps, and sheer stubborn persistence. Like a conductor endlessly drilling their orchestra to burnish every phrase and interstice to a high shine, we returned doggedly to the practice field of life, each day - committed not to some far-off fantasy of perfection, but to the sacred task of wringing revelation, beauty and meaning from even the most frustrating of efforts. In time, I learned to reframe my understanding of "mastery" not as a final destination, but an ever-unfolding journey with no fixed endpoint - a perpetual apprenticeship at the altar of craft and devotion.
In this sense, I have come to see that the journey of raising and training a dog is an uncannily apt metaphor for the larger journey of the soul - that "immortal, diamond self" laboring beneath the grit and dross of our daily, dualistic minds. Like the dogs we love and the great works we most cherish, each of us is a masterpiece in progress - a rough-cut diamond being sculpted and polished in the hands of a patient, purposeful universe. Just as Mozart poured his own waning lifeblood into his transcendent Requiem, racing against annihilation to transmute grief into grace and chaos into cosmic meaning, we too are called to show up each day and pour the full wattage of our hearts into the unfolding magnum opus of this one, precious life.
And what greater gift can there be, what higher privilege or calling, than the chance to consciously co-create with the intelligence of life itself - to wake up each morning and say a resounding "yes" to the invitation to participate, palms and hearts outstretched, in something endlessly greater than our tiny, temporary selves? When I reflect on this truth, I realize that the dogs have been my wisest, most luminous spiritual teachers - living, breathing Bodhisattvas who choose to walk by our sides, endlessly reflecting back to us the love, beauty, and indestructible wholeness that is our deepest nature.
Every dog that enters my care - especially those who have endured the ravages of server anxiety, fear, aggression or misfortune - is a precious opportunity to encounter the sacred, to come into direct contact with the "divine spark" shining from behind their liquid eyes. Whether coaxing a phobic dog back from the brink of madness with the alchemy of touch and time, or reigniting a shut-down rescued shelter dog's lust for life through the sheer contagious force of play, I am forever floored by the capacity of these incandescent beings to endure and transcend the unendurable. More than once, I have watched with bated breath as the frailest, most fractured among them marshaled the last reserves of their indomitable courage to spin heartache into redemption, alchemizing unspeakable brutality into new vistas of resilience, empathy, and grace.
Each of these hard-won victories, however small or unassuming from the outside, feels to me like a miniature movement in the grand symphony of compassion - a defiant flare of light thumbing its nose at the encroaching darkness. I have come to understand on a cellular level that "saving" these dogs is never a one-way street; cannot be, if we are doing it with anything like the wholeness of our humanity engaged. In the crucible of our connection, as we labor together to reconstruct shattered worlds from the rubble of chronic stress, a sort of mutual salvation is taking place. In learning to love and be loved by a being so wildly "other," we are also learning to embrace the lost and forsaken parts of our own psyches - the pieces of our essential self that have been obscured by the static of ego and tribe. Every time we lend our strength to a suffering creature, every time we choose to see beyond the snarling mouth to the frightened, tender soul within, we are reclaiming an orphaned shard of our own totality.
And so I have come to believe that this work, at its very core, is about so much more than just "fixing problem behaviors" or crafting obedient pets. It is, in the deepest sense, a form of spiritual activism - a way of embodying the truth of our fundamental interdependence and using the alchemy of the human-animal bond to seed more empathy, more compassion, more reverence for the sanctity of all life. When we move through the world in this way, wholly present and radically attuned, we become conductors of grace in action - portals through which the divine can reach out its many hands to heal and transfigure the broken world.
Seen through this lens, every single interaction with a dog becomes a kind of micro-movement in the magnum opus of creation - a chance to be an instrument for the evolutionary intelligence that is forever laboring to wake itself up to its own indivisible nature. Every moment of connection, every glimmer of hard-won trust, is a tiny triumph of love over fear, of unity over separation. And though the fruits of our efforts may sometimes seem vanishingly small against the immensity of the suffering we are up against, I believe that each of these seeds of grace ripples out in ways we cannot begin to fathom.
For who can say what quiet miracles are set in motion when a once-fearful dog gazes up at his new human with eyes full of dawning wonder, or offers a timid wag of the tail where once there was only cringing terror? Who can trace the subtle ways in which these moments of meeting change us at the deepest level, re-wiring our very neural circuitry and attuning us to frequencies of love and compassion that we may never have been able to access on our own? In a world so hungry for healing, so desperate for a way out of the hall of mirrors of our collective isolation, I believe that these humble acts of inter-species communion may just be some of the most potent medicine we have.
And so, as I step onto the training field each day, I do so with a renewed sense of mission and purpose - a bone-deep conviction that by showing up fully to the sacred work of rehabilitating struggling dogs, I am participating in something far grander than myself. I am adding my voice to the great chorale of souls who have come together across the ages to sing a defiant song of hope in the face of despair, to insist on the primacy of love in a world that all too often feels like it is tearing itself apart.
With each anxious dog that learns to soften into connection, with each reactive dog that discovers the joy of a wagging tail, I feel the presence of Mozart and all the great healers of history urging me onward. I hear the strains of the Requiem swelling in my heart, reminding me that even in the darkest of times, the light of grace is always shining - that no matter how dire the circumstances, there is always a higher music that we can attune ourselves to if we have the ears to listen and the courage to join our voices to the song.
And though the path ahead is sure to be strewn with challenges and setbacks, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that this is the symphony I am here to play, the great love story I am here to help write. For as long as I draw breath, I will continue to follow the wisdom of the dogs into ever-deeper communion with the great mystery that moves through us all. I will keep faith with the unfinished masterpiece of my own becoming, knowing that each stumbling note is a vital part of the whole.
Ultimately, I believe that this is the work that we are all being called to in this pivotal moment of human history - the work of remembering our fundamental interconnectedness, of repairing the shattered web of belonging that is our birthright and our deepest source of resilience. Whether we find our way to it through music, through art, through spirituality, or through the profound medicine of the human-animal bond, the task is the same: to keep awakening, again and again and again, to the truth of our essential interbeing.
And though the journey is sure to be long and winding, though we may often feel like lone voices crying out in the wilderness, I take comfort in knowing that we do not walk alone. With each step we take, with each act of love and service we render, we are joining our voices to a chorus that has been sounding since the dawn of time - the great song of the universe calling itself home. And so I will keep showing up, day after day, dog after dog, moment after shimmering moment. I will strive to bring the fullness of my being to every interaction, to treat each encounter as an opportunity to be astonished by the sheer miracle of two sentient creatures finding their way to a moment of communion. In the joys and the struggles, the soaring crescendos and the somber adagios, I will listen always for the familiar refrain: the voice of my soul calling me home, reminding me again and again of why I am here.
And when the final notes of my own earthly symphony fade into silence and I take my last bow, I can only hope that I will have given everything I have to the great work of forging a more compassionate, harmonious world through the transformative power of the human-canine bond. That in some small way, the music of my life will have helped to midwife the birth of a new story for our relationship with dogs - a story of holistic understanding, empathy, and mutual flourishing, of a love so expansive and inclusive that it dissolves the illusion of separation between species.
My deepest wish is that the legacy I leave behind will be one of knowledge and wisdom, a testament to the profound truths that our canine companions have to teach us about life, love, and the art of being fully alive. Through my teaching and mentoring of others in the ways of holistic dog training, I hope to plant seeds of awareness that will continue to blossom and bear fruit long after I am gone. By sharing the insights and practices that have so transformed my own life and relationships, I aspire to empower others to cultivate ever-deeper bonds of trust, respect, and attunement with the dogs who share their lives.
Until that day when I draw my last breath, you will find me in the training fields and class rooms, showing up with all of my imperfections and ardent passions, weaving my voice into the great unfinished symphony of progress. Let mine be a song of joy and revelation, a celebration of the miraculous beauty that can blossom between two wildly different creatures when they learn to dance as one.
And to that great cosmic conductor that guides us all, I offer one final, whispered prayer of gratitude for the precious gifts of music and dogs - those twin emissaries of grace that have shaped my life in ways I could never have imagined. May they continue to work their magic on this aching, unfathomable world, now and forever.
Bravo Maestro. Bravo.
Bart de Gols - Copyright 2024